There's not much difference in my life since you've left.
I used to think about how it was different when I switched to that school, how when I stopped turning around when people called my name because they weren't talking to me anymore, and sometimes I missed you randomness and your laugh and your company. And then I got used to being alone.
Actually, that first thing I said was a lie. Because while we were still friends, we had some good times. We used to laugh and smile together, but then we grew apart. We never parted angry, though I know we faked enjoying each others company. We were two different people at the end. You had your friends and your life, and I hardly ever told you the truth about the way things were. We were friends, but I'm not sure....
Maybe I should not focus on the way things fizzled out, but on the way they started and they way they were...
I miss being us the way we were years ago.
I used to think about how it was different when I switched to that school, how when I stopped turning around when people called my name because they weren't talking to me anymore, and sometimes I missed you randomness and your laugh and your company. And then I got used to being alone.
Actually, that first thing I said was a lie. Because while we were still friends, we had some good times. We used to laugh and smile together, but then we grew apart. We never parted angry, though I know we faked enjoying each others company. We were two different people at the end. You had your friends and your life, and I hardly ever told you the truth about the way things were. We were friends, but I'm not sure....
Maybe I should not focus on the way things fizzled out, but on the way they started and they way they were...
I miss being us the way we were years ago.