This is not primarily because I am nervous. My feet and hands are sweating too. I have a dehydration headache; I haven't been drinking properly all day. I have a fifteen page essay to write. It is due in 5 days. All I have written so far is this:
I can not think of any ethical dillemas that I have encountered in my practice. The sun is shining outside, and I am stuck in this over-heated libray, with my sweaty palms rubbing against a keyboard thick with other people’s germs, and I don’t even feel bad about procrastination because this paper is for a pass/fail class which I cannot possibly fail, and also, I don’t want to be studk here anymore. And yet I stay, because if I leave, I will feel like I have failed, and that I am using my time inefficiently, and am not doing the mature thing by staying to write the paper.
I can not think of any ethical dillemas that I have encountered in my practice. The sun is shining outside, and I am stuck in this over-heated libray, with my sweaty palms rubbing against a keyboard thick with other people’s germs, and I don’t even feel bad about procrastination because this paper is for a pass/fail class which I cannot possibly fail, and also, I don’t want to be studk here anymore. And yet I stay, because if I leave, I will feel like I have failed, and that I am using my time inefficiently, and am not doing the mature thing by staying to write the paper.