I've never trusted anyone that much, and somehow I feel like if I ever told anyone everything, everything, about me, that there's no way they would love me anymore.
The weird thing is that when I think about it the other way, and I think about if it were someone else telling me those same things about themselves, that I would love them in a heartbeat; I would love them no matter what their past was like.
But it's so hard when everything is reversed.
I've been thinking about marriage lately, about how sometimes people fall in love and then fall out of love. I mean, the divorce rate is ridiculous. Maybe we as a society don't understand what marriage means. I'm not sure that I understand.
I've heard that a marriage is never what you're anticipating when you're not yet married, that it takes a lot of work and commitment, and communication. But I can honestly say that I probably have a very small understanding about what marriage really is.
After watching that video, I just felt like a window opened somewhere and added all this dimension to my concept of marriage. There was a part of me that hurt a little bit, to be honest. I'm not completely sure why.